It's been awhile since I have posted. Been super busy with school, work, and just day to day life like most people. No complaints. Just sometimes feel like I'm caught up in a cycle of a no progress type feeling. Or just kinda plataeuing in life like I'm caught in some time zone where I'm stuck and can't see a way out. Never seems to happen when I'm doing something I love but instead when you are in a phase of life or specific task that bores you or is mediocre. Like can anyone really remember when they were 9 years old? Or 22? Those years are just like the state of Arkansas, New Mexico, Vermont and The Dakotas-forgotten.
Anyway tonight before I headed out to work my mom, sister, and I started to watch the movie The Imitation Game. I had seen it before but gladly decided to watch it again. Didn't get to finish it because I had to go to work but that movie for some reason just collects a barrel full of emotions for me. Inspires, saddens, makes you think etc. The music also is probably what makes up like 80% of a movie. But honestly what that movie does for me is reminds me how much I love England, the British, the complicated nature of the mind and how we as humans just have so much diversity and so much to give to the never ending cycle of lessons in life and fullfilment. If you haven't seen this movie go see it. Made my top five movies list in my book.
We just let life pass us by. Or at least I do at times. In school I'm bombarded on a daily basis or crazy philosophies, individuals, murderers, humanitarians, leaders, etc. Quite the mix and somedays I have so many different ideologies hitting me and studying them that I honestly feel like my brain will explode. Just pass me a beer or joint or whatever.....not really.
But one thing I have seen is that just the natural world and nature alone really make me forget and just enjoy the beautiful simple things.
I had the opportunity to venture out and hike a small trail in Tahoe. Totally unplanned, ORGANIC, and just a nice day. Like Mark Twain said, "If you want to breathe the air angels breathe, go to Tahoe." Also I had the luck of going to San Francisco with another fellow FOOL Sam my fellow collegue from UNR. Freezing most the day but urban city life does bring its natural beauty as well. Pics below.
Anyways like the title says this is just a brain dump or "Talk About Your Feelings" post. I get tired honestly, literally like physically tired, of discussing my 'story' of who I am, how I got to be where I am, my worries or hopes and dreams. Sometimes I just wanna live and enjoy the now but it seems so hard.
So here some pics. Swag.
**Disclaimer: I'm super awkward in pics and never really know what to do so my default is usually childish expressions. Sam and I at Baker Beach.
So artsy
Wow. Tyra Banks called, she wants he catwalk back. Smh
I am a prodigy of SPF 100 sunscreen. Need some sun
Navy bud Michael (Nice pose fool). The color contrast is incredible haha. Fun day
My brain is honestly out of ideas on what to ramble on about. But be proud of me because I NEVER take pics of my life honestly so this is a big step. And also had some coercion from those with me in the pics to be in the pictures.
Peace and Blessings. Have a good weekend
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